Siddic – The Troll, The Myth, The Man

Siddic passed away tonight (December 29th) and we all got together to say good-bye in Pharewing’s stream. It was hard to even get onto the stream let alone to hear what was going on. It was good to see that there were many in the same pain, shock, disbelief, and great sadness that I was in as well. We drank, played his favorite game, and even took pictures of drinking, our cats (pussies for Siddic) and Rat dogs. We cried, bit bombed Phare, and even some glorious asshole gifted Phare subs like Siddic did.

Siddic was a person that wanted you to think he was a mean person, and yet he was really a man with a golden heart. He did what he could to get a reaction. Not just scaring you in your channel, bit bombing or subbing an insane amount of people to your channel. He was there for you to listen to you, talk with you and even offer sage advise when you needed it.

Siddic was a classic troll. He didn’t troll to make you angry, sad, or in any negative way. He trolled to show he cared. He had a deep heart that he didn’t let anyone really know or feel; and yet we all knew. He was the troll that pulled you out of your funk, depression, and bad place and reminded you that life sucked but you didn’t have to be alone in the suckage.

Siddic made you smile, laugh, flick him off, and made you glad when he popped into channel to say Hi. His constantly saying your name over and over again (Junie, JUNIE, JUNIEEEEE, JUUUUUNIEEEEE ….. Hi) was something classic that got you to laugh and smile. He knew how to make your day; just by adding to the conversation. I have so many clips thanks to that man.

I can’t begin to describe the pain, sadness, and the shock that many communities within the Creative side of Twitch is going through. Many of us didn’t just lose a viewer, subscriber or community member; we lost an amazing friend and family member. The pain of his passing will be felt for some time to come.
If you can, I would humbly ask you to light a candle or some fire (safely) because he adored it (Svava’s request). If you could send some local artist either in your community in real life, or on twitch; throw some bits, gift a subscription, even cause some happy chaos in memory of him.

He might be gone from this world, but he will be in our hearts forever. And remember that fucker left us in the state we’re in and going “Now, see I am the center of attention, yes yes let me bath in it.” Please cherish the time you have with your family and friends because you never know when they might slip away; and you might miss the opportunity to say what you really feel like me.

Thank you Siddic, I love you like some crazy little brother that at times I wish I could have just bonked on the head for being a dick.

Best Wishes,
Junie